Hi Amy <3 my sister on FB (: and someone who’s just super duper nice and sweet. you’re so pretty, and i should definitely visit you more often at honeyberry. i remember first seeing you at chinese school and you’d always say “Hi” to me. Then at Homestead we started talking, and haha, I love seeing, talking, and hugging you. I’m glad I met you because you’re someone who I can just randomly talk to about.. yanoe, stuff. i’m so sad you’re going to be graduating soon, BUT LET’S HANG OUT OVER THE SUMMER TOO, since you and my cousin are going to the same college (:
I’LL BE SEEING YOU TODAY!!! (: DIVE SLEEPOVER <3 but mama sloth, please do not get us all sick. we did our research on bronchitis and found out that it is highly contagious :P but we’re missing you, and hope you’re EATING AND GETTING BETER. or else. we need you to come D: OH OH OH, LET’S GO WATCH THE AVENGERS ON THE 28TH!!! AFTER DIVE (: and eat big oranges. then drink milk tea with big pearls. LOL
I’m typing this up in my bed.. where I have Wi-Fi LOL hahah claire, can we be calc/phys buddies? jkay, don’t need one, BECAUSE WE’RE DONE! anyways, i think you should tell me everything you know, because then maybe i’ll be just as smart as you. I WISH. you know, we need to start a new birthday tradition. instead of getting that huge cupcake (which IDK if they still have them) we should get something else for each other. Since your birthday comes first, I’ll probably have to think of something… BTW, I NOTICED YOU’RE MARRIED TO BEN. WHAT IS THIS?! WHY WAS I NOT INFORMED? I’m jealous..jkay, i’m going to see him tomorrow morning. you should go to SAPNAY. wait, you already got your ticket.. nvm. and you ripped it already LOL you would. anyways, ummm summer is coming. so we should hang out. and since i can’t drive, you should drive me around, since it is more likely that you will be getting your license before me (: deal? mkay, deal.
Don’t just settle for someone’s second choice. You need to know that you’re special too. Don’t just wait around for somebody. If someone really sees how special you are, then they’d do something about trying to be with you. You deserve to be fought for just as you fight for them.
Thanks for the memories. Thank you for continuing to be my friend. Thank you for the good and fun times we had. Thanks for making me happy and for teaching me a lesson. Thank you for your patience while I was caught up doing other things. Thank you for understanding me and being considerate of me.
The past 9 3/4 (OHMYGOSH, HARRY POTTER!) months we’ve had our ups and downs as all other people, but I’m happy we were able to go through so much together. I love the story between us and I’d love to continue that story, which is why I’m glad we’re mature enough to stay friends. I can say so much to you, but maybe not here or now. I’m happy to have at least been with my best friend, but as someone has recently told me, things will pass. This is only high school, and we have our whole life ahead of us. So maybe it’s best we’re not together anymore, because now it’ll allow both of us to move forward and discover new things. But I want to thank you for giving me the experience.
I’m going to miss this guy so much. Actually I’m going to miss both the guys here. I can’t believe they’re both graduating soon. One is going to Berkeley, the other to Cal Poly. Thinking back about how we’ve met and what we’ve been through is just amazing. I remember Prerak had joined Interact his sophomore year, second semester. I would always see him at events and was just crazy with spirit and enthusiasm about community service. It was my freshman year and I remember thinking how this kid was so much fun to be around. All the adults loved him, he was hilarious with his jokes. I heard about how he had applied for presidency after only one semester in Interact, and then he landed himself an officer position. Prerak sure reaches for the stars. But now, we’re a part of Dashing DC together. WE BE GOOD LOOKIN’ ;D jkay. He may be, but not me XP This year is coming to a close so rapidly. This Thursday is our last general meeting of the year! I’ve loved working with this guy and going on late night adventures. He’s extremely hard working but he makes everything look so easy to do. Now that I think about it, I should get his signature before he leaves to Berkeley. Prerak is going to go far in his life. I just know it. I just hope he doesn’t go toooo far,that I won’t be able to see him anymore D: Yay for planning Berkeley visits next year! Next year I’m going to miss how he just lightens the mood when he walks in a room and just how blunt, but caring he can be. He’s a friends you can rely on to give you a reality check, but is probably the most astounding,but humble guy out there. I’m going to wish him the best of luck at Berkeley (even though he probably won’t need it) and hope to see him at least once during his busy year!
P.S. PEOPLE SHOULD GO TO SAPNAY TO SEE THIS AMAZING MAN AND HIS DANCE MOVES
“There’s a loneliness that only exists in one’s mind. The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.”—F. Scott Fitzgerald - The Great Gatsby (via sandra-chang)
I got stuck talking to Eri and Ron during sixth, but it’s selection season and decisions are so hard to make! Then after school it was a little more Ron, Hannah, Eri, Prerak, and I time. We have had such fun times together and with Ron and Hannah consistently commenting about how next year we’re going to be without our seniors…makes me sad. I’m excited for next year and who will join our officer team, but I don’t want to think about how it’s almost the end of the year and our beloved seniors will be going away. I have a story with each of them, and I’m going to miss them so much. I bet you I’ll find myself next year talking to someone in Interact about our previous officers, and they’ll just look at me with a blank stare thinking about how they have no clue who I’m talking about. I’m a little anxious about the welfare of our club next year, but at the same time I have confidence in Ron and Hannah. Today was a day when I wanted time to stop because I just wanted to keep talking on and on with them about random stuff. We had an officer meeting today and it was a little embarrassing because we kept getting sidetracked with other topics, but I wish time would stop sometimes, so that we wouldn’t be forced to move on.
Eri’s going to be at Bryn Mawr, Prerak at Berkeley, Abha at Purdue, and Kathy and Davis
Then I come home to one of my favorite drinks! An avacado drink my mom loves to drink. I used to make it for her from Quickly’s because it’s probably the most natural drink there and had no milk, but was really good! I remember trying to make the drink for my mom when I was young because she loves the drink. I’ve had a few experiments where I learned some pretty crucial lessons on how to create the perfect avacado drink, just fit for my mom’s taste buds. And today, coming home to this drink, all I can think of is how much I love my mom. She made it just for me, and because I had an AP test today. I tend to not share with people how I’m feeling, but my mom always knows. She knows the past week has been pretty stressful, and I’m so proud and grateful to have her as my mom. Moms know best how their kids are doing.